*sigh*
LonelyI have three siblings but now all of them have left to get on with there lives. My older brother moved to lethbridge to live with my father and then my oldest brother is finding a job and saving some money so he can move out as soon as possible. My sister is leaving in febuary for one and a half years to god knows where! And until then she'll also be in lethbridge. Very soon my mom and I will be the only ones left.
So far the whole parents getting back together had been hell! I hate it! I never want to have to hang out with both of them together again! But I can tell my mom is happy which makes me feel worse. I've never agreed with my father, we never see eye to eye so I've created a barrier away from him. He could do whatever he wanted as long as I got to be with my mom but now what am I supposed to do? What will happen now? Should I try opening up? What should I do?
I just got back from watching a movie with my father and mom. It was a great movie so I enjoyed that but every once in a while I would look over and see them cuddling and I wouldn't know what to do. It's so weird so when I finally came home I thought it would all be well. So much for that! I got home to find couples all around my house hold!! Both my brothers are hanging out with their girlfriends, my parents are together and then my older brother had his friend over with his girlfriend as well!!! How was that supposed to make me feel!!?? I've been feeling lonely and today just felt like the cherry on top! I seriously debated cutting myself but I'm 99% sure it's not worth it. I'm not ready to die yet sorry. *sigh* I have issues! But I'm working on the friend thing so hopefully that goes well, if it doesn't you'll know. Anyways I'm off to wallow in self-pity. Bye bye for now
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All the good men aren't gone. They're just in the anime world.
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All the good men aren't gone. They're just in the anime world.
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)
If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.
If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!
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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away
-huggles-
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All the good men aren't gone. They're just in the anime world.
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MEOW...
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It's funny how two simple words could mean everything
READ.
WATCH.
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